有时候我会想，何必要这样呢？ Sometimes I will think, what is the whole point?
当你不断帮他们，他们没察觉，也没说谢谢，好像是理所当然的，你虽难过还是继续帮下去。。。
当你偶尔要教导和训练他们，叫他们做一些事情时，他们就一大堆的理由和藉口，甚至向你发脾气，还不知其实绝大部分的工作你早已帮他们做好了。。。你很生气他们的反应，但还是继续或默默帮下去。。。
当你很生气与狠狠的责备了他们一顿，说干脆放弃了，可是后来他们都还没悔改或道歉时，你已经又默默在背后帮他们了。。。
当你感觉上真的已经很受不了、很受不了他们的态度，可是你还是没离开他们，还是继续帮下去。。。
所以有时候我会想，何必要这样呢？
有时候我也会想，耶稣看我是不是也是这样。。。
那他有时候是不是也会这样想呢。。。？
When you help them continually, they don’t realise it and don’t say thanks, like it is something you ought to do anyway, though you feel sad, you continue to help…
When sometimes you try to teach or train them, ask them to do a few things, and they would have a lot of reasons and excuses, or even get angry at you, not realising you have already done the bulk of the work… you feel very angry at their reaction, yet continue to help them secretly…
When you are so angry and rebuke them severely and say you will give up, but later even before they have repented or apologised, you have already started to quietly help them again…
When you feel you really really can’t stand their attitude anymore, yet you don’t leave them, and continue to help them…
So sometimes I will think, what is the whole point?
And sometimes I will also think, is that also how Jesus sees me…
Then will He think like this too sometimes…?
