我感觉上帝在对我微笑。。。 I could feel God smiling at me…
有多久我们停止说话了？
有一阵子连他电话号码都没了，有时正面碰到也有点尴尬。。。
几天前，心中有个感动，送他一份礼物吧。。。
是来自自己吗，还是上帝？有些人大概会不理解或不太赞成吧。。。
念头还在，但没行动，后来也忘记了。。。然而我心里知道如果是来自神，他一定会提醒我的。。。
几天过后，念头又回来了：送他一份礼物吧！因太忙碌还是没行动。。。
昨天念头又来了，这次还加一句：马上行动！。。。不只是为了祝福他，也释放你自己。。。
我顺服了。。。
过后传个简讯给他说我寄了个礼物给他，他非常讶异的回我简讯说：牧师，为什么还对我这么好？我都做错了那么多。。。
我回答：爱是不死的。。。
然后，我忍了一年的眼泪终于掉下来了。。。我知道我心中有爱。。。
今早醒来，扭开手机，另一个意想不到的人传了简讯进来。。。
这人祝福我一个我没预料的礼物，价值至少有我昨天送出去的四、五倍吧！
怎么会这样？我很不好意思赶快回短讯说：那很多钱耶，我会很不好意思，你做工辛苦，你让我我既难为情又很感动。。。
他说：小意思，请容许我祝福你。。。
我望着天，感觉上帝在对我微笑。。。
How long have we stopped talking?
At one stage I did not even have his number anymore, sometimes it was kind of awkward to bump into each other face to face…
Few days ago, there was this conviction in my heart: Send him a gift…
Is this from God or myself? Some people probably would not understand or agree…
The thought continued but I did not act and forgot about it later… But I knew in my heart if it is from God, He will certainly remind me…
Few days later the thought came back: Send him a gift! But because I was too busy I still did not do it…
Yesterday the thought came again, this time with another instruction: Do it straight away!… Not only to bless him but to set yourself free too…
I obeyed…
After that I sent him a text message informing him of the gift, he was very surprised and replied: Pas, why do you still treat me so kind… after what I did…
I replied: Love does not die…
Then the tears I had controlled for a year dropped… I know I have love in my heart…
I woke up this morning, after switching on my handphone, another unexpected person sent me a text message…
This person blessed me with an unexpected gift, the value must be four or five times the amount of the gift I sent out yesterday!
How come? I felt embarrassed and quickly replied: That’s a lot of money, you work so hard to earn a living, I will feel so bad though I’m very touched…
He said, it’s only a small token, please allow me to bless you…
I looked at the sky, I could feel God smiling at me…