我讨厌的事,但我不是完美主义。。。 Things I hate, but I am not a perfectionist…

 

其实我并不完美主义,很多人对我误解了。。。
我也有很乱、很不整齐的时候。。。
有些事我好讨厌但我又不去处理,因为我不是完美主义。。。

譬如说,出门回来,我通常会感觉很累,我会把行李丢在地上,迟迟不去整理。。。
有时候,因为出门次数频繁,就干脆留到下一次出门再整理。。。
但看着没清理的行李日而继夜的在地上,我真的很讨厌;然而我却又不采取行动,因为我不是完美主义。。。

Actually I am not a perfectionist, many have misunderstood me…
I also have moments when things are very messy and untidy…
There are things that I hate and yet I do not do anything about them because I am not a perfectionist…

For example, after coming back from a trip, I would normally feel very tired, I would leave my luggage on the floor and delayed a long time to unpack…
Sometimes because I travel quite a lot, I would just leave it till my next trip…
But I do really hate seeing the luggage on the floor day after day, and yet I would not do anything about it because I am not a perfectionist…

 

 

另外,我也很讨厌看到桌子堆满文具、文件啦。。。
怎么文件、信函好像永无止境般处理不完?刚收拾好一些,又一大堆出现!
什么该丢、什么该留,有时候真的很烦,很累人!
结果桌子越来越满,越来越凌乱,我却没整理,因为我不是完美主义。。。

Then, I also hate seeing my desk covered with stationery, documents etc…
How come documents and letters seem never ending? Just when you have cleared some, a new lot appears again!
What should be thrown away, what should be kept, that can really frustrate and exhaust you too!
As a result, your desk gets filled up more and becomes messier by the minute, and yet I do not do anything about it because I am not a perfectionist…

 

 

然后,我又有超多的CD,当然很多是自己买的,也有好多是人送的。。。
有时候自己会“错买”,买到不是很好听或很喜欢的;别人送的更是有这问题,因为有些人根本都不知道我的音乐品味,所以送了我从来不听的CD,我收也不是,丢也不是,给人也不是。。。结果就越堆积越多。。。
看起来好乱、好累人,可是我又不整理,因为我不是完美主义。。。

Then, I really have many CDs, of course many I bought myself and a lot were given by others too…
Sometimes I could “wrongly” buy CDs that are not so nice or ones that I do not really like; those given by others are even more so because some people do not know my musical taste at all, so they gave me CDs that I would never listen to, and I do not know whether to keep, to throw or to give away… in the end I collected more and more…
They look really messy and frustrating and yet I do not tidy them up, because I am not a perfectionist…

 

 

很多时候看累了,就选择逃避,把橱子的门关起来。。。
或者把文件丢进抽屉里面。。。
或者把行李推进衣橱里面。。。
避而不见,这样比较快乐。。。还能忍受,因为我不是完美主义。。。

Many times when I get tired of seeing them, I would choose to escape, I would shut the cupboard door…
Or throw all the documents into my drawer…
Or push my luggage into my wardrobe…
I avoid seeing them, life is happier that way… I can still stand because I am not a perfectionist…

 

 

话虽如此,有时候我却睡不着觉了。。。
有时候也会感到挫折沮丧。。。
想着还没解决的事情,橱子表面美观,里头却很凌乱!
问题存在就是要处理,逃避归逃避,最后还是要整理。。。
而且,我想,我还是有一点完美主义吧。。。

Having said all that, sometimes I cannot sleep…
Sometimes I can feel defeated and depressed…
Thinking about my unsettled issues, the cabinet looks nice on the outside, but what a mess inside!
Whenever a problem exists, it has to be dealt with, you can ignore and escape, ultimately you still have to tidy it…
And also I think, perhaps I might just be a little perfectionist…