國外佈道會 Out reach

本来都斯斯文文的,突然间。。。 Was gentle and sweet, then suddenly…

有时候看到一些自己拍得不错的照片,轻微的话,会鼓励到自己,给自己一些自信。。。
Sometimes seeing some well-taken photos of ourselves, to a lesser degree, it can encourage ourselves and give ourselves some self-confidence…

 

严重的话,就会让自己很自恋,不能自拔的爱上自己。。。
你曾有同感吗?不曾??
那是因为你从来没有拍到自己很好看的照片,哈哈哈哈!!开玩笑啦,不要太认真!!
To a more serious degree, we can become self-obsessed, helplessly falling in love with ourselves…
Have you experienced that before? No? ?
That’s because you have never had any nice photos taken of yourselves, hahahaha!! Just kidding, don’t take it so seriously!!

 

最近在印尼北干布道,摄影师帮我拍到如上面那两张让我很满意,让我不感到自卑的照片。。。
正当很自我欣赏时,突然间。。。

Recently during my evangelistic concert in Pekanbaru, Indonesia, the photographer captured some shots like the two above that I am well-satisfied with, photos that make me feel not so inferior…
Just when I am admiring myself, suddenly…

 

斯斯文文、美美的表情开始起变化。。。
The sweet and gentle expression begins to take on some changes…

 

而且越来越夸张。。。
And getting more and more exaggerated…

 

不止表情变丑,脸形也开始肿胀。。。
And not just the expression becoming ugly, the face begins to swell up too…

 

真的很破坏形象耶。。。自信心也不见了,哈哈。。。
Really destroys my image… and the self-confidence disappears straight away, hahaha….

 

拜托啦,以后有一些表情可以不要拍吗?哈哈哈。。。
Oh please, can you not take some expressions in future? Hahaha…

 

七年就这样如飞而去。。。 7 years fly by just like that…

七年里面一个人的外貌、环境、心境等等,可以有很多改变。。。至于我呢?那你呢?
你比以前快乐吗?你比以前满足吗?曾经认真想过吗。。。?
Within seven years a person’s appearance, environment, heart condition etc can experience a lot of changes… what about me? And what about you?
Are you happier than before? Are you more satisfied than before?Ever considered that seriously…?

七年前在灯塔 / Seven years ago at Lighthouse – 2004

 

今年在灯塔 / At Lighthouse this year – 2011

 

2004…..

2011…..

因这一次到灯塔教会带给我很大的冲击和鼓励,所以翻开相簿看我2004年在灯塔留下的画面。。。再跟最近刚去灯塔的照片相比较,七年的变化肯定会有,尤其是外貌,岁月的痕迹等等。。。
七年的回忆不仅涌上心头。。。走过的岁月、心路历程、感慨、欣慰、酸甜苦辣等等。。。
七年,脑子里可以浮现很多的画面。。。有些人已去、事已非,但最重要的,我们的心是否对主依然执著、依然单纯?

Due to the impact and encouragement on myself after the visit to Lighthouse this time, I looked into my album again and found the pictures captured at Lighthouse in 2004… comparing them with those photos just taken during the recent visit to Lighthouse, the differences of seven years are definite, especially in terms of appearance, the footprints of years gone by etc…
Memories of seven years inevitably surfaced in my heart… all the days trodden, journey of the heart, remorse, comfort, bitter sweet memories etc…
Seven years, many pictures can come to mind… some of people long gone, things that cannot be undone, but most important of all, is our heart still as determined and pure towards God…?

 

2004…..

 

2011…..

七年里,我知道我不是每次都合神心意,也不是每次都那么专注。。。我也有不顺服的时候,也有分散注意力的时刻。。。
太多时候不明白上帝为什么要使用像我这样的人。。。

In these seven years, I know I may not be after God’s own heart all the time, and may not be completely focused every moment… there were times I did not obey, and times I got distracted…
Too many times I have wondered why God would use a person like me…

 

我想这就是所谓的神的恩典和怜悯,发现他始终没有丢弃我,他对我的心始终如一。。。
只有这样我才能服事下去。。。不是因为配得,而是感恩。。。

I guess that is what we call the grace and mercy of God, to realize that He has never once forsaken me and His heart towards me is ever true…
It is because of this that I can carry on serving… not because I am worthy but grateful…

 

主啊,求保守我的心,永远就只事奉你,永远都把荣耀归给你。。。阿们!
O Lord, please guard my heart to forever serve You alone, and to forever give all the glory to You… Amen!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

新加坡,这一次怎么那么特别? Singapore, why is it so special this time?

五月初受邀到新加坡灯塔教会布道演出,到过灯塔很多次,当然每一次都很蒙福和特别,但很奇妙的这一次就更加特别!
原因是,从我第一天服事完之后,一直到整个行程结束了至少两个礼拜过后,我还陆陆续续收到很多弟兄姐妹的信息和来信鼓励我和感谢我等等,这是我出去服事那么多年从来没发生过的。。。
上帝的时间始终是最正确的,因为他知道那时候我非常需要被鼓励,也需要他的力量来服事。原来就在我在灯塔服事的第二天开始,一场属灵争战也随着展开,仇敌企图扰乱我的思绪、拆毁我的服事和提早中断我的行程,那争战一直持续到几天前才缓和下来,也难怪那段时间新加坡的来信也每一天源源不断的带给我很多鼓励和安慰!
这就是为什么这一次新加坡那么特别!

In early May, I was invited to perform and evangelise by Lighthouse Evangelism Singapore. I have been to Lighthouse many times and of course it was very special and I was blessed each time, but amazingly somehow this time it was even more special! Reason being right after my first day of ministering till at least two weeks after the whole trip had ended, I was receiving continuously messages and mails from many brothers and sisters to encourage and thank me. This has never happened in all the years of me ministering outside…
God’s timing is forever the most accurate because He knew at that time I needed a lot of encouragement, and I needed His strength to serve. What actually happened was upon the second day of ministering at Lighthouse, a spiritual battle broke out against me as well. The enemy tried to disrupt my thoughts and destroy my ministry and stopped my schedule prematurely. The battle continued till only a few days ago when it started to tone down, no wonder during that period of time mails from Singapore kept pouring in daily to encourage and comfort me!
And this is why Singapore is so special this time!

一个很有趣的事是,这一次他们也邀请我在英文聚会主讲主日信息。一个唱福建歌的中文堂牧师主讲英文信息,很特别吧?
以下是他们用我几年前到过他们的教会所拍下的照片作宣传海报,与我同行的同工一直笑问我怎么会这样。。。???
An interesting this time was this time they also invited me to speak in their English Sunday services. A Chinese church pastor who sings Hokkien songs preaching English sermons, isn’t that very special?
Below is the promotional poster they did using the photograph they took of me when I visited their church several years ago, the team that went with me kept laughing and asking me why was it so…???

 

看近一点,我自己也是觉得好笑。。。
Looking closely, I found it very funny too myself…

 

短短几年的时间,一个人可以有很大的改变,这一次我是以这个形象出现,当我走过一些之前知道我的人的时候,他们竟然认不出是我,哈哈!
Within a few short years, a person can undergo a lot of changes. This time I came with this image, and when I walked past some people who knew me before, they actually could not recognise me, haha!

 

我想真的是有一点差别吧,穿著、发型、身材等等。。。?
I think probably there are really some differences, dressing, hairstyle, body shape etc…?

 

我真的要感谢灯塔的主任牧师,Pastor Rony Tan,那么款待我。。。
I must really thank Lighthouse Senior Pastor, Pastor Rony Tan for his great hospitality…

 

一些被委派“照顾”我的弟兄们等等。。。
Some brothers etc who were assigned to “take care” of me…

 

聚会前耐心等待的弟兄姐妹。。。
Brothers and sisters who patiently waited before the meeting started…

 

当然最要感谢的是那么乐意使用我这不配的器皿的上帝,愿他的名永远得着所有的荣耀。。。
Of course the one who deserves the most thanks is my God who is so willing to use an unworthy vessel like me, may His name receive all the glory forevermore…