Day 24 : 禁食日记 / Fasting Diary (行善不丧志 / Not Grow Tired Of Doing Right)

 

第二十四天:10月26日(三)

昨晚的梦又有点奇特。。。一般上,晚上睡觉做梦,若半途醒来,再睡下去梦境就会不一样。昨晚我一入眠,如往常一样又开始做梦了;可是不知怎的,昨晚睡得不是很好,陆陆续续醒来至少五、六次!奇怪的是,每一次再倒回去睡,又开始进入同样或类似的梦境!虽然未必一模一样的情景或人物,但梦的主题都一样。
在梦里,我都是在不断的计划如何帮助及祝福到更多人。。。

这仿佛是上帝在鼓励我说:

“弟兄们,你们行善不可丧志。”
~ 帖后3:13 ~

因为昨天我又再想,若要真正帮助到很多人,真的是很多东西要做、想、预备、计划等等,而时间又很有限,人的体力也有限,难免也会有无力感。
况且,这一次的禁食祷告,上帝又不断给我感动、指示、带领、看见人的需要。。。所以昨天我在想,我能做得了多少?
晚上就一连续做了继续帮助人的梦!

其实,这情形已经是这一次禁食祷告中的第二次,上个礼拜我也感觉有点累时,我的外地朋友也莫名其妙做了一个鼓励我继续帮助人的梦!

是的,主啊,我愿意顺服,但求你也加添力量、智慧、和资源,也求袮带来愿意及真能够协助的人一起来搭配,谢谢!

 

Day 24 : Oct 26th (Wed)

Last night’s dreams were kind of special… Normally, when I dream at night, if awakened half way, the next dream would be different when I fall asleep again. Immediately after I had fallen asleep last night, as usual I started dreaming. Strangely I did not sleep well last night, I woke up at least five or six times in between! But the strange thing was, each time when I went back to sleep, I would re-enter into the same or similar dream! Though it might not be exactly the same scenario or people that appeared, the theme of the dreams was all the same.
In all the dreams, I was doing the same thing as in planning unceasingly to help and bless more people…

This is just as though God is encouraging and telling me:

“And as for you, brothers, never tire of doing what is right.”
~ 2 Thessalonians 3:13 ~

Because yesterday I was thinking once again, if I were to seriously and truly help many people, then there would be many things to do, think, prepare, plan etc, and my time is so limited, physical strength is limited as well, so inevitably I felt kind of helpless.
Furthermore, during our fasting and praying this time, God continually prompts me, directs, leads and shows me the needs of people… That is why I was thinking yesterday, how much can I do?
And immediately I had dreams of continuing to help needy people last night!

In fact, this situation is the second during this fasting season, last week when I was also kind of feeling tired, my foreign friend also unexpectedly had a dream that encouraged me to continue helping others!

Yes, O Lord! I am willing to obey, but please increase my strength, wisdom, and resources, and also do bring along co-workers who are willing and able to help, thanks!