为什么怎样讲都讲不通？！ Why is it so hard to understand?!
为什么怎样讲都讲不通？！
我苦口婆心告诉他神的旨意，神如何开路，神还用那么多意想不到的神迹印证他的看顾与同在。。。
结果他的回答依旧一意孤行，用自己的想法、自己的计划和聪明做决定！
我几乎要爆炸了！打简讯也越打越大力。。。使出最后的耐性，很清楚的再一遍让他看到种种明确证据，希望他看到一路走来都是神的带领，所以不需要再担心前面怎样。。。
我也尝试告诉他事奉神不能心怀二意，不要依赖人，不可凭眼见，要全心投入、全然相信。。。
我不知他听懂多少，我几乎要放弃了，而我也必须要做决定了。。。
一段时间过后，他的最后一封简讯传过来。。。
我有些迟疑，担心他不知又有何反应和会说什么，万一又是负面的我怎么办？我已没力气再辩论了。。。
结果他的简讯读着：“我了解了。。。现在我知道该怎么做了。。。”，然后他就告诉我他的决定和他将采取的行动，我听了很欣慰、很感动。。。
他真的听懂了，也晓得如何跟随神的心意，走神的路，讨神的喜悦。。。
这时我嘴角露出一丝微笑，心想这就是我很疼这些孩子的原因，再怎样任性和爱跟你狡辩、挑战你的极限，最后他们还是会选择顺服主的。。。
很多人不了解我为什么那么疼爱这些孩子，但这种满足也是他们不会了解的。。。
Why is it so hard to make him understand?!
I painstakingly told him the will of God, how God opened the way, and how God used so many unexpected miracles to confirm His watching over and presence…
As a result his reply was still wanting his own way, using his own thinking, own method and own wisdom to make decision!
I just about exploded! I hit the keys harder and harder as I typed my message… finally garnering my final patience, once again clearly presenting to him all the clear evidences, hoping he could see it was all God’s leading along the journey, so he should not worry about the rest of the journey ahead…
I also tried to tell him we must not be double-minded when serving God, must not depend on people, must not walk by sight, but must be whole-hearted and to trust God completely…
I really did not know how much of what I said he could comprehend, I was about to give up, and I really must make the decision already…
After some time his final message came in…
I was a bit hesitant because I was worried as to what his reaction would be and what he was going to say again, what if it was something negative again? I really had no more strength to continue the debate…
As a result his message read: “I understand now… and I know what to do now…”, he then proceeded to tell me his decision and the step he was going to take, I was very comforted and touched…
Finally he understood, and knew how to follow God’s will, walk God’s way and to please God’ heart…
At that moment my mouth let out a smile, and I thought in my heart this is the reason why I love these kids so much, because no matter how stubborn and argumentative they are, always stretching your limits to the maximum, in the end they will still choose to obey the Lord…
Many people do not understand why I love these kids so much, but this satisfaction is also something they do not understand…