他说：对不起我没把他们带好。。。 He said: Sorry, I did not lead them well…
他传简讯给我跟我报告几个组员的状况，多是关于他们冷淡退后，离开主爱世界的情形。。。
他说：对不起，你信任我，把这几个交给我，他们却都出这种状况。。。他说他深感惭愧。。。
我告诉他说，其实还没把这几个人交给他的时候，这些人是跟着我一段时间的，那时他们也已出现这些状况了，他也知道，还乐意帮我接过这个烂摊子，我已经很感恩了，岂还能怪他吗？
若是要怪，那我就得先怪我自己了（其实很多时候我都会怪自己的）。。。
但人跟神的关系到最后还是个人的决定，每个人到最后都要自己亲自在神面前交账的。。。
唉，我们都已尽力了，还能做什么呢？我们又不是救主。。。
He texted me to report on the conditions of a few members, more on how these had turned cold and backslidden, left the Lord and love the world…
He said: I’m sorry, you trusted me and gave these people to me but now they all have such condition… he said he felt very bad about this…
I told him, actually before I handed these people to him, these people had been following me for a period of time, and even then they already had such problems, he knew that too and yet willingly took over this unpleasant assignment, I was already very grateful, how could I blame him now?
If I were to blame, then I would have to start with myself (actually many times I do blame myself)…
But ultimately a person’s relationship with God really depends on that person’s own decision, and ultimately everyone would have to give an account of their lives before God personally…
Sigh, we have tried our best, what else can we do now? We are not the Saviour…
