我抱着她，让她放心的哭。。。 I held her in my arms and let her cry…
她留下来要我为她祷告。。。
她声音微微的颤抖着。。。服事道路上的委屈、孩子不谅解的伤害、前路的彷徨等等。。。她崩溃了。。。
看她眼眶泛红，听她声音颤抖，她非常需要安慰和鼓励。。。
我把她抱进怀中为她祷告，她再也无法控制的放声大哭。。。
我的心碎了。。。我可以感受她的无助、失落和彷徨。。。
毕竟当初是因她在深山里非常艰苦服事非常落后的原住民而激励了我以后也要服事主。。。
毕竟我看过她如何摆上、牺牲。。。
毕竟我晓得她的伤从哪里来。。。
毕竟她是我的亲姐姐。。。
我抱着她边祷告边想：姐，放心吧，我会支持你的。。。姐，放心吧，我会保护你的。。。姐，放心吧，你不会孤军作战的。。。
那一天抱着她的不是她的弟弟。。。
是耶稣的双手让她晓得耶稣没有忘记她。。。
是耶稣的爱让她知道主就在她的身边守护着她。。。
She stayed on to be prayed for by me…
Her voice was quivering… the pains along the journey of the Cross, the lack of understanding of her son, the uncertainties of the way ahead… she broke down…
Her eyes were red, listening to her trembling voice, she really needed comfort and encouragement then…
I held her in my arms to pray for her, she could not control anymore and wept aloud…
My heart was torn to pieces… I could feel her helplessness, loss and uncertainties…
After all it was her tough ministry to the most primitive tribe in the jungle that stirred up my heart to serve God too later…
After all I have seen how she offered up and sacrificed…
After all I know where her hurts come from…
After all she is my own older sister…
I held her in my arms praying and thinking: don’t worry, sis, I will support you… don’t worry, sis, I will protect you… don’t worry, sis, I won’t let you fight alone…
That day, it was not her little brother who held her…
It was the hand of Jesus letting her know Jesus has not forgotten her…
It was the love of Jesus letting her know Jesus is right there beside her…