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就在這個小房間 It was in this little room

故事就是从这小房间开始的。。。
我应该在这小房间住了两三年吧?

The story began in this little room…
I must have lived in this small room for 2-3 years?

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话说在纽西兰基督城第二年就搬出来跟几位朋友一起住了。四个人一起住,四间房我刻意选最小那间因为比较便宜一点,再加上冬天也不会太冷;我没钱买好的暖气机,也没电热毯。。。
没钱的时候是比较能吃苦的,呵呵~

Started flatting with some years the second year in Christchurch, New Zealand. Four of us lived together, I chose the smallest of the four rooms on purpose because it was cheaper and it would not be too cold in winter as well. I had no money to buy a good heater and I had no electric blanket as well…
It seems we are tougher when we have no money, haha~

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在这小房间里生活。。。
在这小房间里读书。。。
在这小房间里担忧钱不够用。。。
在这小房间里向神祷告。。。
在这小房间里经历神的供应。。。
在这小房间里经历神,跟祂说了许多话。。。
在这小房间里开始写自己的歌。。。
在这小房间里有很多故事,所以我说故事是从这里开始的。。。

I was living in this small room…
I studied in this small room…
I worried about having not enough money in this room…
I prayed in this small room…
I experienced the provision of God in this small room…
I experienced God in this small room and told Him a lot of things in here…
I started writing my own songs in this small room…
There are many stories in this small room, that is why I said the story began here…

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又有谁会想到在这小房间里的祷告会开始了我的创作灵感?
又有谁会想到这小房间会栽培了一位未来的福音创作歌手?
又有谁会想到这小房间会给了我很多温暖的回忆?
又有谁会想到这小房间会照顾了一位未来牧师?

Who would have thought the prayer in this little room started my inspiration to write songs?
Who would have thought this little room would cultivate a future Gospel song-writer and singer?
Who would have thought this little room would give me so many pleasant memories?
And who would have thought this little room would take care of a future pastor?

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一间很平凡的小房间,看起来很不起眼,却也能够有很伟大的贡献。
所以,不要轻看自己很平凡渺小,只要你愿意,你小小的付出也可以造就和祝福很多人,带来意想不到的成果。

Just an ordinary little room, nothing attractive about it, yet it could have a big contribution.
Therefore, do not despise yourself thinking you are ordinary and insignificant, as long as you are willing, your little contribution can build up and bless many people and bring unexpected results.

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我好爱这小房间,后来屋主也有装修和翻新。
我也喜欢自己设计装饰一番,要肯定自己的个人风格和显示自己很创意,哈哈!

I really loved this small room, and it was renovated and touched up later too by the landlord.
I liked to put on my own design and decoration, trying to show prove my own identity and show I was creative too, haha!

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可是再爱后来也要离开。。。
后来我搬去别的房子,因为装修过后房租也上涨,所以我必须再找房租上我能承担的地方。。。
虽然最后我需要离开这小房间,到今天这小房间却没离开我的心中。。。

However much I loved this little room, in the end I had to leave too…
I moved to another house later because after renovation, the rent was increased too, so I had to look for another place where I could afford the rent…
Though in the end I had to leave this little room, this little room had not left my heart till this day…

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我吉他彈得不好 I do not play the guitar well

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我吉他弹得不好 - 这句话其实是多余的!因为凡是会弹吉他,听过我弹吉他的人,不用说他们也知道我吉他弹得不好;但是这句话还是要说出来,因为很多不会弹吉他又不太会音乐的人,被我的外表和装出来的样式骗了,看以上的照片就知道我讲什么了,哈哈哈!

但事实上,我也没有想要骗人啦!只是我弹的时候很专注和认真(怕弹错),所以看起来才好像很会的样子。。。再看下面一张,是不是很认真?

I do not play the guitar well – this sentence is actually quite redundant! Because whoever knows how to play the guitar and has heard me play would know without being told that I do not play well. However, I must still say this out for many who do not know how to play the guitar and do not know music well have been “deceived” by my appearance and “act”. You would know what I mean by looking at the above photo. Hahaha!

But honestly I do not intend to “deceive” anyone! It is just that I look very focussed and serious when I play (scared of making mistakes), that is why I look as though I can play well…
See the photo below, do I not look very serious?

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怎么说吉他弹得不好呢?原因是手指按得不够力,所以出来的声音不够清脆好听;有一些和弦是需要一根手指按住六条线的,手指不够力就要借助 capo (音像福建话“鸡婆”),就是上图靠近我左手的小道具。如果没有 capo,有些歌我就会没办法弹或会弹得很难听了!

But why do I say I do not play the guitar well? Reason being my fingers do not press hard enough, so the sound that comes out does not sound that clear and nice. Some chords need you to press all six strings with one finger, and if your finger is not strong enough, you would need the help of the capo (sounds like the Hokkien word for busybodies – “kepo”). It is that little instrument near my left hand in the above photo. Without the capo, I will not be able to play some songs, or it will not sound nice when I play!

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早期“出道”或刚出来诗歌服事时很常都会自弹自唱,因为唱累了就可以缩短或尽快停,唱不上可以把调调低等等。。。可是后来要背的歌越来越多,和弦越来越复杂,技巧有限,再加上出门带把吉他也挺不方便的,渐渐的就用伴奏带比较多了。

When I first started going out to sing or serve in songs, I very often played the guitar myself because if I felt tired, I could shorten the song and stop faster, or when the song was too high, I could lower the key etc…. but towards the end, there were more and more songs to memorize, the chords were getting more and more complicated, my skill was limited, coupled with the inconvenience to bring a guitar while travelling, I began to use the minus-ones or soundtracks more.

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你可能说,那为什么不要努力把吉他练好?
你以为我不想啊?有些人没天分就没天分啊,好不好?我吉他都弹了三十年了还是这个水准,你还要我怎样?
再加上,现在的我那么忙碌,可怜我一下吧。。。

You may say, why do I not work hard to practise my skill well then?
You think I do not wish too? Some people just do not have the talent, ok? I have played the guitar for thirty years and still stuck at this level, what more do you require of me?
Plus right now I am really super busy, so do have mercy on me…

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那你可能又要问另一个问题:既然我吉他弹得不好,那我是怎么写歌的?
啊哈!奇妙就是奇妙在这里!
明明技巧就不好,明明只会基本的和弦,却也能创作出好几百首诗歌!这不是神的恩典是什么?这不是神迹是什么?
所以我说,我们这一生,决定你成功与否的不是你的背景或你拥有多少,而是你信靠和仰赖那全能的上帝多少~

Then you may want to ask another question:
Since I do not play the guitar well, how then do I write songs?
Ah ha! This is the amazing part!
Yes, obviously my skill is not good, and yes, obviously I only know the basic chords, and yet I could write hundreds of songs! If this is not God’s grace, tell me what is it? If this is not a miracle, tell me what is it?

So I say, in our lives, the deciding factor of our success does not lie with our background or how much we have, it depends on how much we trust and rely on the Almighty God~

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我欣賞這女孩 I admire this girl

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第一次看她跳舞,表現很不錯,很吸睛。
後來從她父親口中得知她沒跳舞經驗,但因被選中事奉,所以她很認真的練習,她很看中服事神的機會。
我欣賞這女孩!

我注意到當晚她父母/全家都沒來,才想到她父親有通知我,因之前不知道有佈道會,所以已買了全家出門旅行的機票。
父親讓她自己選擇,她選擇留下來,因為她很珍惜這次能夠事奉神的機會。
我欣賞這女孩!

她父親又告訴我,其實這旅行是特別為了她,因為她剛考完極大壓力的高中考試,父母要帶她去玩,讓她輕鬆一下。
然而她選擇留下,因為她不要失去這個服事神的機會。
我欣賞這女孩!

我想也是因為她的單純、努力、用心和付出,讓我當晚特別注意到她吧?
說真的,我也欣賞她的父母,因為不是每個父母會高興她這樣的選擇。。。

 

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Saw her dance for the first time, she did well, quite a centre of attraction.
Later I found out from her father she does not have dance experience, but because she was selected to serve, so she practised really seriously. She really takes the opportunity to serve God very seriously.
I admire this girl!

I noticed her parents/family did not come that night, then I remembered her father did inform me as he did not know there was going to be an evangelistic concert earlier, he had already bought the air tickets for the whole family to go for a vacation.
The father let her choose, she chose to stay back because she really treasured this opportunity to serve God this time.
I admire this girl.

The father told me too, this holiday was actually planned specially for her. Because she has just completed her very stressful SPM (senior high school) examination, so the parents want to bring her out to have fun and relax.
However, she chose to stay back because she did not want to miss this opportunity to serve God.
I admire this girl!

I believe it is also because of her innocence, hard work, effort and sacrifice that I would specially notice her that night.
Honestly, I admire her parents too as not every parent would be so happy about the decision she had made…