上次有问过你们想看我最美或最好看的时刻吗，我也叫你们猜猜看那是什么时刻。。。虽然不是很多人有兴趣想知道，但我就偏偏要跟你们分享！好厚脸皮哦！哈哈。。。
I did ask you the other time whether you wanted to see my most beautiful or best looking moment, and I asked you to make a guess too as to which moment that could be… though not many people are interested to know, I still insist on sharing with you! Very thick-skinned! Haha…
看吧！这就是我认为我最“美丽”的时刻！
Take a look! Such is the moment which I think I am the most “beautiful” looking!
有没有搞错？那么难看！瘦得像个难民一样，怎么会说是最美丽的时刻呢？。。。再看一张证实一下！
Anything wrong? So ugly! And as skinny as a refugee, why would anyone say that wa the most beautiful moment?… Let’s take a look at another to confirm!
真的！还是真的非常难看！可以解释一下为什么说这最美丽吗？？
Really! It’s still very ugly! Care to explain why this is said to be the most beautiful??
原因是，我认为美丽和好看最重要不是看外表，而是内心世界和跟神的关系而言。。。这些照片是我很多年前禁食了40天过后所拍下作纪念的。我曾经经历了两次40天全禁和两次21天全禁，所谓“全禁”就是三餐都不吃，一直到40天或21天后，不像我们现在的禁法每天还有吃一或两餐。。。
当我说这是最美丽的时刻，指的未必是那个时间或日期，更不是指外型，而是指那种心境和“生命” － 能够顺服主做一些你平常不肯或不可能做的事情，只因听他的话和讨他喜悦，我想这应该就是任何人最美丽的时刻吧，你不认为吗？
我的祷告是，但愿我一辈子都能活出这样美丽的生命。。。阿们！
The reason being, I think beauty or good looks are not based on your outward appearance, but your inner world and relationship with God… These photos were taken many years ago for remembrance after my 40-day fast. I have experienced two times of 40-day complete fast and two times of 21-day complete fast. By “complete fast” I mean not eating any meal at all until after 40 or 21 days, unlike what we are doing now which we still eat a meal or two each day…
When I said this was my most beautiful moment, I was not referring to that specific time or date, even less so referring to looks, I was referring to that inner attitude and “life” – to be able to obey the Lord to do something you normally would not or are not willing to do, just to listen to Him and to please Him. I feel that ought to be the most beautiful moment of anyone’s life, don’t you think so?
My prayer and desire is that I will live out such a beautiful life throughout my life… Amen!
