如果我真的很爱你，那我一定。。。
If I truly love you so much, then I would surely…

时刻想亲近你，分分秒秒都不分离。。。
want to be near you every moment, and not to be apart for one second…

对什么也提不起劲。。。如果见不到你。。。
lose motivation to do everything… if I cannot see you…

听到你的声音就高兴，对其他的事马上失去兴趣。。。
be excited to just hear your voice and  lose interest in all other things immediately…

收到你的信就欢喜，反反复复读每一行、每一句。。。
be thrilled to receive your letter, repeatedly reading every sentence and every word…

闭上眼睛，满脑子想的都是你。。。
close my eyes and my mind full of thoughts of you…

觉得世界再怎么美丽也比不上你。。。
feel no matter how beautiful the world is, it cannot compare with you…

很多人都说我很爱你，但是主啊，有谁知道我常常问自己，我到底是不是真的那么爱你。。。
Many people say I love you very much, but O Lord, does anyone know how often I ask myself whether I do truly love You that much…

如果有一天什么？。。。没啦，总是被邀请，盛情难拒。。。
If one day what?… nothing really, just always being invited, hard to refuse…

常常从这样。。。
Always from such…

变成这样。。。
Becomes such…

还有这个。。。
And this…

无法控制。。。
Irresistible…

又很内疚。。。
But feeling very guilty…

却又非常享受。。。
But so enjoyable…

最后会不会，早知如此，何必当初。。。
In the end, will I be so full of regrets and cry why why why…

你们个个都在说我变得太瘦了。。。真的吗？怎么会变瘦呢？我又不会魔术！
You guys are all saying I have become too skinny… is that true? How did I suddenly transform? I don’t know magic!

其实我每天都有吃，而且温哥华的朋友都招待大鱼大肉，怎么有可能瘦呢？
Actually I do eat everyday, and my Vancouver friends all treated me to big and sumptuous meals, so how can I be skinny?

我想是衣服给你们的错觉吧？
I think it must be the wrong impression my clothing has given you?

或者是相机太好了，会使人拍出来变瘦？又或者是时差影响我的睡眠所致？
Or may be my camera is too good making people look thin? Or due to my disrupted sleep caused by jet-lag?

但瘦或不瘦，健康就好，不是吗？反正我也没那么在乎我的身材，哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！
But skinny or otherwise, it’s ok as long as you are healthy, right? And afterall I don’t really care about my size and weight, hahahahahahaha!!!

啊～再过几天我回来时就真相大白了。。。
Ahh~ the truth shall be known in a few more days when I come back…