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袮还在路口等着我。。。 Still Waiting For Me At The Junction…

 

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( Road to the Grand Canyon, USA )

 

林義忠詩歌創作
GT Lim’s composition (November 14th, 1988, Christchurch, NZ.)

祢还在路口等着我
( Still Waiting For Me At The Junction )

一步一步在这路上行走,有好多次感到疲惫软弱
但我不要停步 不想逗留,因为在路上有祢牵着我的手

不管路途多艰苦我也不要停步
因为有我的主伴我左右
有什么能代替这种幸福
永远有我的主伴我左右

可是为何啊我的主,每次走到交叉路口的时候
祢说走向左我偏去右,愚昧,、糊涂的选择走自己的路

放开祢的手走向自己的方向
路途怎么却越来越昏暗
这路原来领向无底的绝望
但却听到祢说回头是岸

我便往回走,身体充满伤口
眼前却看到祢伸出祢的手
祢还在路口等着我

我还没走到的时候,祢已跑向我
紧紧的抱住我说,祢爱我
我眼泪直流,惭愧的没有话好说
祢竟然还如此爱着我

Step by step I walk on this journey
There are many times I feel weary and weak
But I will not stop nor linger
For along the journey, You will be there to hold my hand

No matter how tough the journey is I will not give up
Because my Lord is always there beside me
Nothing can replace this happiness that I have
To have the Lord beside me forever

But why is it, O Lord
Each time when I reach a crossroads
When You tell me to go left, I will choose to go right
Foolishly and ignorantly I would choose to go my own way

Letting go of Your hand to walk my own direction
Why then is the journey getting darker and darker
Realizing this road leads to unending hopelessness
But to hear Your voice calling me to turn back to the right path

So I turn back with a wounded body
There ahead of me I see You stretching out Your hand
You are still there waiting for me at the junction

Before I could reach, You are already running towards me
Holding me tightly to say You love me
My tears roll down and I am too ashamed to say anything
How could You still love me so much

 

 

 

台下到底看到什么。。。? What do they see down there…?

常常在台上又讲、又演、又唱。。。认真尽力和投入,可是台下的人到底看到什么?
脑子里想的又是什么?有时候我在想。。。
Often speaking, acting and singing on stage… seriously making great effort and very into it, but what do people down there actually see?
And what are they thinking in their mind? Sometimes I wonder…

 

说真的,我会从头到脚好好预备自己。。。
Honestly, I would prepare myself properly from head to toes…

 

也会好好练我的歌,背歌词等等。。。
唱歌时也很投入,你看照片就会赞成,哈哈。。。
I will also practise my songs well, memorize the lyrics etc…
And when I sing, I am very into it, look at the photos and you would agree, haha…

 

啊~啊~啊~~~嘴巴越张越大,完全进入忘我境界~~~
Ah~ ahh~ ahhh~~~ and the mouth gets wider and wider, totally immersed and lost in my own world~~~

 

所以你绝对不能说我不认真。。。
So you definitely can’t say I’m not serious…

 

不止唱歌,讲故事也一样认真与投入!
Not just singing, but equally serious and into it while telling stories!

 

表情动作一定要配合故事内容。。。
Expressions and actions must flow with the story…

 

然后越讲越兴奋就忘记形象了。。。
Then getting more and more excited and forgetting image…

 

这么用心良苦,台下的人懂吗。。。?
Making such effort, do people down there appreciate…?

 

哎呀,管不了那么多啦!只要尽力做好本分,上帝看得见就好了。。。
Sigh, can’t  bother too much! As long as doing my best, and God can see it, that is enough…

 

主啊,就让我一直为你讲、为你演、为你唱吧。。。
O Lord, just let me continue to speak, act and sing just for You…

 

本来都斯斯文文的,突然间。。。 Was gentle and sweet, then suddenly…

有时候看到一些自己拍得不错的照片,轻微的话,会鼓励到自己,给自己一些自信。。。
Sometimes seeing some well-taken photos of ourselves, to a lesser degree, it can encourage ourselves and give ourselves some self-confidence…

 

严重的话,就会让自己很自恋,不能自拔的爱上自己。。。
你曾有同感吗?不曾??
那是因为你从来没有拍到自己很好看的照片,哈哈哈哈!!开玩笑啦,不要太认真!!
To a more serious degree, we can become self-obsessed, helplessly falling in love with ourselves…
Have you experienced that before? No? ?
That’s because you have never had any nice photos taken of yourselves, hahahaha!! Just kidding, don’t take it so seriously!!

 

最近在印尼北干布道,摄影师帮我拍到如上面那两张让我很满意,让我不感到自卑的照片。。。
正当很自我欣赏时,突然间。。。

Recently during my evangelistic concert in Pekanbaru, Indonesia, the photographer captured some shots like the two above that I am well-satisfied with, photos that make me feel not so inferior…
Just when I am admiring myself, suddenly…

 

斯斯文文、美美的表情开始起变化。。。
The sweet and gentle expression begins to take on some changes…

 

而且越来越夸张。。。
And getting more and more exaggerated…

 

不止表情变丑,脸形也开始肿胀。。。
And not just the expression becoming ugly, the face begins to swell up too…

 

真的很破坏形象耶。。。自信心也不见了,哈哈。。。
Really destroys my image… and the self-confidence disappears straight away, hahaha….

 

拜托啦,以后有一些表情可以不要拍吗?哈哈哈。。。
Oh please, can you not take some expressions in future? Hahaha…